I’M ACTUALLY A REALLY NICE PERSON IM JUST USED TO BEING WALKED ALL OVER AND DISRESPECTED SO SOMETIMES I COME OFF AS MEAN BUT I JUST CANT LET PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME AND I HAD TO GROW UP REALLY FAST OK BUT I PROMISE I HAVE A GOOD HEART AND GOOD INTENTIONS AND I DONT WANT TO EVER HURT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS BUT SOMETIMES I JSUT HAVE TO HAVE THE UPPER HAND AND MAKE SURE I DONT GET HURT IM SORR YI LOVE EVERYONE
I’m hurting. Everything is hurting and I’m really scared. Every night I lay away thinking about you and us and everything that we’ve been through. I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore. I hurt so much I can physically feel pain when I cry. I hate this. I hate that I can’t touch you. Oh God, I need you and I love you. I want to know that you’re thinking of me. I just want you, and only you. Please, don’t leave me like everyone else. Please.